secrets

2009-01-05T04:04:00.000+08:00

cant slp. was chatting with liyi.
hahas and she's watching this drama.

typical love plot.

guy nice to girl.
girl falls for guy.
girl confess to guy.
guy reject girl.
girl sad.
guy also sad.
audience are sad too.

i wont leave.
i wont let you go looking for me again.
i'll only let you have my back.
pls let me just help you .
let me treat you well.
but, lets go back to how we were before

so you telling me to stop liking you ?

im sorry

with courtesy to liyi who msned it to me. LOL
it's all these that pulls the strings of the heart.
makes me wanna watch the show also, but i ve got no time for it =x

2009-01-04T01:42:00.000+08:00

Sing 石欣卉 - 有你们在

月光洒进窗台摇醒爱
一幕幕往事重来
那些感动从未曾走开
不经意间拆开

* 其实我很明白
没有你们我不能够走到现在
多少无声黑白
因为你们变得期待

** 多庆幸身边有你们在
陪我一起把梦找回来
让那回忆丰富得像海
快乐不在是意外

多庆幸身边有你们在
陪我一起把未来打开
让等待变成一种色彩
不再难捱都是精彩

friend, thank you for always been there (:

2008-12-29T04:03:00.009+08:00

Dear SUPERMAN,

Memories are like a piece of exquisite glass: Beautiful, fragile yet dangerous.
When you break it, it will shatter into pieces, and every slice of the glass, which was ever so beautiful minutes ago, will turn into sharp blades that cut your skin.

When you risked your life to save me, you were happy not because i survived, but because we survived;
as in our dictionaries, the word "i" or "you" never exists.
It's always "us" or "we"

Superman, one day, when we are eighty years old, and we see each other on the streets, will you still remember me?
Or will you, when you see me, think for a few minutes, and then called out another person's name, for im nothing but a glacing memory in your recollection of memories?

Why, superman, why do i have to forget you?

SUPERWOMAN.

To forget you: That is the most impossible thing to do.
To forget is just an interpretation. An immeasurable love’s memories can never be wiped off.
Time doesn’t devour memories: It just slowly, painfully converts it into fragments of a dream.
Occasionally, something will spark the wrath of the dream, and the dream will alter into a memory again.

-from the prolouge of an online book i ve read.

***

perhaps dont remember sth is easy.
but to forget, it's hard.

i ve forced myself to do so;
and i tink i ve suceeded.

2008-12-18T03:13:00.002+08:00

what if you have got no tomorrow to look forward to?

maybe it's not about what tomorrow can offer you, but about what you can offer to today.

2008-11-21T01:23:00.004+08:00

recently,

i ve no 灵感
i ve no life.

simply, my life's colourless.

im cooping myself at home with loads of dramas to chiong..
it seems like a wonderful time spend with me, myself and I.
isnt it?

deep inside;
i longed to be freed.
i longed to fly out of the cage.

the cage isnt locked.
im not chained either.

i just lacked..
hmmpf.
dont know how to put it..

im at inner peace with myself now! hahas.
but do you know?
actually.. im scared of loneliness.

my soul needs a soulmate.
any restaurant got sell chicken soup for the soul?
LOL just jk laa.

i sounded so self centered in this post.
lalalax ~
maybe due to the overusage of "I" ?

alrights, let's change to aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!
i love ace (:
oopsy i used I again!
habit.

okkayy. finished my piece of crap.
如有相同，纯粹巧合！
ehhs i wanna put those tv series de thingy..
you know, like those "if got similarities, it's just coincidental" de caption before the show starts?

oh gosh.
now, both my english and chinese turned rotten le x.x

2008-10-31T23:59:00.001+08:00

cause i believe - hot s hot ost

Cause I Believe
那幸福不滅的定律
你的手心
不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星
总会有发光的原因

And I Believe
你值得被珍惜

也值得我放弃

~

hahas 我不懂，真得不懂。
如果那么值得去珍惜，为何要放弃？

that's why, I WANT THE FULL SONG!
waiting for xiaozhu's album to be out ^^

2008-10-30T23:59:00.001+08:00

what goes around comes around..

on msn ytd,
i tricked zhengyang into believing that i ve got alvl chi,
and i ve got tricked by weiting that she's joining ogl x.x

it's a viscious cycle.

so morale of the story..
dont lie.

often, you need one lie after another to cover up for the lie you told previously..
and im glad that i ve told the truth at the end of the day.
although feelings are hurt and situation cant be returned back to normal,
im glad that im truthful to my own conscience.

actually, there is nth to hide.
if i can do it this way, why afraid to let people know?

想通了真好!
but the road further down, i faces another catastrophe.
it's always calm before a storm.
silience is scarier than tonnes of scoldings.

haiz..
i need a listening ear, a third party of this situation preferably.

but i know, you wont be there for me anymore.

2008-10-29T17:05:00.000+08:00

what is expected to come, cannot be avoided.
what doesnt kill us, makes us stronger.

HAIZ.
pw is demoralising.

i know, there is no escape from reality.

6th nov is the day which i will end my yr of misery.
it's also a day which my fate will be sealed.

~

googled for my name just now.
hahas some interesting things came out..
cant locate any of my blogs though (:

si ling is a common name;
but i just love it.
(provided when it's pronounced correctly x.x) LOL

2008-10-28T19:41:00.000+08:00

edited the original blogskin! hehhs..
still figuring out how the music playlist thingy works..
hmmpf!

let's see how long this secretpassageway can stay undiscovered xD

2008-10-27T23:59:00.000+08:00

starting afresh again..
decided to remain the other blog as private!

sometimes, it can be a bliss..
to stay at home, doing the things we like;
and watching the rain falling from the sky.

life needs to be slowed down, once in a while ~